Monday, April 24, 2006

Feeling Blue today. . .


Must be the cloudy skies or something but I just can't motivate myself today. I have been feeling on the verge of crying all day. I don't feel good so that doesn't help. It's just a yucky day.

I think not knowing our LID is really starting to bother me. That is all I can focus on. I keep thinking "What if they never got our dossier???" How would we know? I know I am going crazy...

I also have not been home to see my family since Christmas and none of our family has been to visit us since Christmas so that is getting to me. I guess I am just going to have to take a trip up to Iowa and visit! But for now I will just go sit in a corner and cry...(not really-but I feel like I could)

6 comments:

Karen and Jon said...

Just wanted to say sorry you are having a "Blue" Day. I am hoping, hoping, hoping that you get your LID soon. I wish it didn't take so long for it to be known. Here's to a better day tomorrow.

Dawn, Brian & Guinness said...

Sara,

I'm so sorry that you are feeling blue today. I thought we had it bad when it took us 6 weeks to find out our LID, but your wait is unbelieveable!

I hope you find out your LID soon. Our black lab Guinness sends you a great big hug to help cheer you up!

~Dawn

Jen said...

Sara,
Sorry your not feeling well today~ just wanted to let you know that I love your blogspot, & totally enjoy your sense of humor. I am honored you added my link to your sight ! Here's hoping we travel together to get our babies ~ SOON! Take care, Jen

Kramer said...

Sara,
Hang in there! I know it is out there! Just think, most people don't know they are pregnant until they are 4-6 weeks. Those who find out right away have a long road ahead (right, stay with me!) So when you get that date you are going to be quite pregnant! It will shave a little time off the wait. I thought it sounded good while I was trying to analyze it (hope it helps!) I will pray that you get that LID soon!
Kim

Karen (The Cady Chase) said...

Sara,
Something that I've said before is when you finally have her in your arms, the seconds before you take hold of her, 3 things happen.
1- You experience giving birth, without the physical pain
2- You believe in magic
3- All the waiting after DTC becomes so small in the face of eternity.

I know the wait is long and the unknowingness is painful. I wish there were words that could make it less so. But it also makes it that much sweeter when you finally have her in your arms.

The best things in life's journey are not things.

Stephe said...

Hold tight. Your LID is coming! it took me 3 months and 1 week to find out my LID. So, you still have a bit of time. Not that it makes it any easier. Do you read "waiting for sophie"? I just found out that Shana never got her LID but she sure did get her little Sophie. My fingers are crossed. I hope that that blue ladybug gets revived soon!! :)